Back at you 

Each time I think I’m conquering my sadness it reappears, attacking me. Now it’s guilt, was I patient enough, am I greedy for wishing that we had more time? Why aren’t 42 years of happiness enough, am I ungrateful? All of the above it is what it is… Moving on = keeping busy –  giving back , looking back, while trying to move forward that’s my mantra today. 

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Author: plantgirl42

I lost my best friend in October 2017 at 67 retirement for a year and half. We were married for 41 years together for 44. I very active walk, swim, volunteer for 2 organizations. I have 2 adult children and a a 14 dog a lab. On most days I'm ok but others my grief takes over. Being a widow is lonely and much harder than I ever imagined. I hope that my blog will help others that have been left behind.

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