Had a good day! I cleaned, sewed and swam, watched football with my son, and daughter. Wow, the Rams Won. Awesome! Off I go to bed, tired and feeling well. I sleep some then grief awakes me. I’m tossing and turning, flipping my pillow over, adjusting my covers – you know the drill. Please let sleep come.. my mind is on replay wonderful memories stream. Back to grief in real time, he’s gone and that’s just the way it is! My religion has, mostly, been a private affair. I believe in God and a heaven. I try my best to be humble and worthy in my actions – believing it will do the most good by not pushing my beliefs ….. I pray restlessness away as always my faith saves me. I don’t need a church I can pray anywhere, anytime . Peace be with you.