I’m walking my grief off, looking back remembering our daily morning routine of reading the paper, sharing the comics, laughing. Such a close time for us of course I miss it. Ok so for many months the unread papers piled up nasty reminders-gone, won’t be happening again-ever. I cancel the subscription recycle the unread pile. Now here I am thinking I really feel like reading the paper. Who knew? When I get to my door there it is a Sunday Paper, we liked it the best. My eyes can’t believe it. My heart feels so good. I am so grateful. I chose to believe he is with me.