So much in a year since Lees passing- a roller coaster of emotions with a free pass to get on, no exit. No $ needed, no crowds, weather doesn’t matter. I’ve never liked roller coasters even when my peers pushed me to ride the peaks and lows it was a struggle, not fun for me. While my friends loved the thrill and chill, I couldn’t wait to get off! A year on a roller coaster not my choice – I made it. Determined to be here for my family, to honor Lee, embracing life not death, a super roller coaster ticket with no expiration changed my life. No awards, no applause, getting through the year was triumphant.