Job.

Anxiety attacks while driving- horrible- never had them before losing Lee. Grief seems to be the culprit. I’ve been driving for 50 years, living in California means you drive a lot – freeways are a given. So here I am (sometimes) freaking out on a freeway! This really sucks. By now you probably know I don’t give up, instead I Try to find a way to work through. Audio books are my new passenger. I know your just a voice but buckle-up and start talking! Off we go, success, “I love it when a plan works.” Remember the A-Team? My new passenger doesn’t let me down she’s so good that I sit in my car not wanting to shut off the ignition, waiting is hard! Not only has my new tool worked but I learned a new quote having to deal with loss of a loved one. How do you get through? You have a job to Remember them, “Who else will? If you don’t did they live?” Driving is better. Just doing my job.

Author: plantgirl42

I lost my best friend in October 2017 at 67 retirement for a year and half. We were married for 41 years together for 44. I very active walk, swim, volunteer for 2 organizations. I have 2 adult children and a a 14 dog a lab. On most days I'm ok but others my grief takes over. Being a widow is lonely and much harder than I ever imagined. I hope that my blog will help others that have been left behind. View all posts by plantgirl42