Here I am

A new season, new year trying to prepare for whatever changes 2020 will bring. By now I know & you also know, that preparing certainly helps but it’s not a sure proof that it will ease our way. It seems to me that the minute I’ve adjusted and get comfortable- boom – I’m busted! I hate that feeling of lack of control that change reminds me of. I tell myself change keeps you a live and appreciative of the calm ( lazy) times. So be it, I carry on sometimes easier and others not so much. Grief is my shadow but my faith, determination shine brighter. 2020 doesn’t it sound like a movie title – who knew?

Author: plantgirl42

I lost my best friend in October 2017 at 67 retirement for a year and half. We were married for 41 years together for 44. I very active walk, swim, volunteer for 2 organizations. I have 2 adult children and a a 14 dog a lab. On most days I'm ok but others my grief takes over. Being a widow is lonely and much harder than I ever imagined. I hope that my blog will help others that have been left behind. View all posts by plantgirl42