I’m out getting groceries and stuff and I don’t have to hurry. All the rush from years past are over. I move slowly through the aisles trying not to buy too much. Taking time has the benefit of saving money. That’s a good thing right? Funny all those years of rushing and wishing I could take my time, now I have to much time! Life is like that. Oh, yea and living alone means no one else makes a mess, takes your car keys, eats the left overs you were going to use for tonight’s Taco Salad. Not as much laundry, having your space used to be wishful dreaming now a constant that is no longer appreciated. Who new? Having a tough day- grief has no boundaries.