Dreaming 

Last night, preceded by a day of being ill, I dreamed of my own funeral. Ok, so I was sick and wanted it over even a 4th grader could figure that out right? Sometimes it does seem like just slipping away would be so much easier. Moving forward-while looking back, keeping busy – giving back, are easier to write than do.  Don’t worry about me I’ll be ok. No doubt you’ve been there. Getting close to Lee’s one year anniversary. I will honor him, miss him and push myself. 

Author: plantgirl42

I lost my best friend in October 2017 at 67 retirement for a year and half. We were married for 41 years together for 44. I very active walk, swim, volunteer for 2 organizations. I have 2 adult children and a a 14 dog a lab. On most days I'm ok but others my grief takes over. Being a widow is lonely and much harder than I ever imagined. I hope that my blog will help others that have been left behind. View all posts by plantgirl42